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  Prince of Darkness (Times have become dark within a heartbeat) says

  Haha I love your little notes. Im sorry I don't get on much just been busy with work. U should give me your number so we can text lol would make it easier to stay in contact.

  Posted 18 hours ago. ( send a note )

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  Taylor- So when exactly does everything get better? says

  lol, we're twinssss

  Posted 3 days ago. ( send a note )

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  Taylor- So when exactly does everything get better? says

  I feel like I'd fit in New York then, because I'm sarcastic and a b*tch. :P Rude sometimes, not to strangers though.
  
  Some people have told me on Shelfari to find one thing I like about myself, but I really can't. I mean I don't want to change my personality (Though maybe the awkwardness), just because I'm not one of those people who pretends to be someone they're not, and it's easier to just be me. But physically I can't find a single thing that I actually like. Even finding something that's "okay" is impossible to do. My nose, my eyes, my thighs, my stomach, my skin. Everything is just wrong. Bleh.

  Posted 4 days ago. ( send a note )

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  Taylor- So when exactly does everything get better? says

  True-- everyone you met would probably ask the story behind it.
  
  I don't know if it's the small town part that I'm against, or if it's living in the midwest. I feel like the odd ball because everyone has different viewpoints than I do, different style, etc. Of all places to be born, did it really have to be Iowa? Well actually I was born at a hospital in South Dakota, but that's even worse. I just hate the midwest so much and I can't wait to get out of it.
  
  I expect that people are always lying to me to spare my feelings. "No, you're not annoying me, it's fine," when I'm ranting. "You look fine," when I'm questioning everything. I wish people would be just honest. Or I just wish that I wasn't paranoid of everything. I used to not care what people think, and I still don't, but at this point it's like I'm not good enough for myself, if that makes sense. Like everything is a competition with myself and it's never over.

  Posted 6 days ago. ( send a note )

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  Taylor- So when exactly does everything get better? says

  Sometimes I just forget and think that your name is actually Wicked. xD
  
  Yeah, I know... I was just thinking,"yep that's why I don't talk to you. Just a slap in the face." I get that-- not having to log in and being able to avoid it is easier. I live in a small town too-- 45 kids in my grade (And our school is made up of 4 towns!) so I totally understand that. I can't wait to move away and get away from all of this. I'm thinking California, I think it'd be so much better and I'd fit in more there... Idk. It doesn't sound terrible, it sounds exactly like my thought process, lol.
  
  I swear we're the same person, because literally everything you're saying, I can relate one hundred percent to. I bottle it up, and then I slowly start to talk about it, and then I won't stop talking about it and I feel that every gets annoyed with what I'm saying, and then they just ignore what I'm saying.

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  Prince of Darkness (Times have become dark within a heartbeat) says

  :) I miss you like crazy :p

  Posted 9 days ago. ( send a note )

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  Prince of Darkness (Times have become dark within a heartbeat) says

  I love you baby.

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  Taylor- So when exactly does everything get better? says

  OH MY GOD I TOTALLY JUST REMEMBERED THAT WE HAVE THE SAME NAME. I FORGOT.

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  Taylor- So when exactly does everything get better? says

  I swear that we're twins or something, because everything you must posted is pretty much exactly how I feel. I don't tell anyone in real life any of the problems I have because I know that they don't have the same ones, and they won't get it and won't know what to say, or they'll talk about it with someone else. I told two of my friends something personal (It was about my grandpa's suicide) after they continually nagged at me and I started crying and I told them that they wouldn't understand, and when I finally gave in, one reacted fine, but the other one openly said,"I'm amused be seeing people cry." And it really irritated me because they were the only people I had ever talked to it about, and then one of them just basically said right to my face,"You crying make me happy." That's the only thing I've ever told them that's personal, and that's just brushing the surface and I already regretted it. I mostly stick to telling people online because if something goes wrong, I can just log off and never come back.. you know? There's not as much pressure.
  
  I don't know how much I help (Though last night one girl told me that I give really good advice-- made me tingly inside :)) because I don't know too much, and I don't know how to get through my problems myself, let alone tell other people what to do to repair things. But I"ll listen too-- seriously don't hesitate to email me or something or PM or yeah. xD I think everyone can be a b*tch. Especially us, lol.

  Posted 9 days ago. ( send a note )

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  Prince of Darkness (Times have become dark within a heartbeat) says

  Haha awe babe glad to hear it.

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  Taylor- So when exactly does everything get better? says

  Lol, I'm almost never the one too apologize. I'm way too stubborn. Or instead of apologizing, me and the person just ignore that it ever happened and kinda change it into a joke.
  
  I've been going through some stuff-- it's been a rollercoaster really. High one day, low another. I'm just sort of changing-- my interests and personality are changing slightly.
  
  Oh I definitely know what you mean. Saying "fine" is so much easier than saying that you're not doing well and having to explain literally years worth of why things aren't going okay. I hate when people ask too because I always think "Maybe this person actually cares" but then I just realize that they really don't or I end up annoying them. "80% of people don't care about your problems. The other 20% is glad you have them."
  
  Though if you ever do feel like talking (Definitely not trying to be pushy here), feel free to talk to me. I know everyone says that and I know it really means nothing anymore because even the people who don't care try to act like they care, but I like listening to other people-- I get to hopefully help people, and it gets my mind off of my own problems. (:

  Posted 10 days ago. ( send a note )

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  Prince of Darkness (Times have become dark within a heartbeat) says

  All good baby.

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  Taylor- So when exactly does everything get better? says

  Ah, I'm glad to hear that you're not mad-- I didn't really know what so say because I was like,"blehhh this is awkward and I hate talking when things are uncomfortable like this" Of course I don't regret my stance, have you met me? I refuse to think or admit that I'm wrong. xD
  
  I'm fine. I think I'm morphing into a new person, so that's kinda weird....How about you though?

  Posted 12 days ago. ( send a note )

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  Prince of Darkness (Times have become dark within a heartbeat) says

  Just a lot of bullshit id rather not be dealing wih right now.

  Posted 12 days ago. ( send a note )

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  Taylor- So when exactly does everything get better? says

  Okay I'm really confused right now...Just tell me if you like totally hate me or something because I have no idea what's going on..This is weird for me to be randomly popping out but it's been bugging me because I really liked when we talked but you never returned my last note and...

  Posted 13 days ago. ( send a note )

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  Prince of Darkness (Times have become dark within a heartbeat) says

  Rough but managable.

  Posted 2 weeks ago. ( send a note )

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  Prince of Darkness (Times have become dark within a heartbeat) says

  Love you too :)

  Posted 2 weeks ago. ( send a note )

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  Prince of Darkness (Times have become dark within a heartbeat) says

  I miss you too lol. Im crazy about you!

  Posted 2 weeks ago. ( send a note )

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  Prince of Darkness (Times have become dark within a heartbeat) says

  What's wrong?

  Posted 2 weeks ago. ( send a note )

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  ~♥~Chandani~♥~ says

  wicked wicked wicked wicked wicked

  Posted 3 weeks ago. ( send a note )