Well I am 31 one, another year older but doesn't always feel like another year wiser. I enjoy life for the most part and have a great set of friends who are my family. I love animals, enjoy helping out, like being part of the community and part of my friend's life. I believe in fairy tale lifetimes and I believe in doing what I feel over what I...
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Well I am 31 one, another year older but doesn't always feel like another year wiser. I enjoy life for the most part and have a great set of friends who are my family. I love animals, enjoy helping out, like being part of the community and part of my friend's life. I believe in fairy tale lifetimes and I believe in doing what I feel over what I think. Thinking too much get in the way sometimes from what is actually sincere. I put my foot in mouth a lot so forgiveness or at least an attempt of being understanding is needed for those who want to be a main focus of my life. I stumble a lot in what I do, but somehow it usually will work it self out and end up better then I had hoped. Of course when it does not work out, something actually beyond my beliefs will come into the picture. The loss is almost always worth the results. I had a daughter when I was much younger. I had adopted her out and she is now a mother of her own. I am very proud of her and her accomplishments. She parents are god-sent for how wonderful they been for her, for me and for us reconnecting after large gaps of time. I have a adopted son from a past relationship who lives with his father's family but is still quite the skip in my heart. He is growing up so fast and sometimes it feels like even stopping time, time would still happen to go too fast. My life is currently filled with being at home more than not, but such things happen. Christopher, Sallie, Lenton, Alex, Byron, Adin, Jenn, Lana, Paralee, Steve, Roy, Eric, Rick, JR, Karen, Nikki, David and Marco are my lifelines. It's kinda hard at times since so many of them are so far away. I have my own bad traits, demons and hauntings but with the strength of my friend each one is dealt with as much as possible. I am thinned skinned and do not plan on changing that. I think apathy is a world-wide disease. We always want to believe there that people will just understand but sometimes it is we who forget to understand... especially ourselves. I tend to speak openly about things and sometimes people think I should be less imperative with my own history. It's not one many would want to live or talk about it but silence is not empowering to those who want to know or to myself. If you want to know something ask, but be sure you also are ready for whatever answer may come. It really is rare I will answer the typical way. So if you want to know more, Ask me. I try to be an open book and am open to listening to others. Also if you want to read the blogs I read, you will need to visit Livejournal.com I am ziasummer on there. :)
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