(update: I changed my work to a better one)
am happy ! alhamdulillah !! wa salat wa salam ala rasuli Allah!! (｡◕‿◕｡)
I have no husband! no children, no money at banc , no properties yet am happy! , I have no health insurance no social one, no one stand where I work ; they all before me escape after some months; there is no ambience no good furniture no great salary too much work and noise but am still there from years yet am happy ! what else!! I wear hijab I conceal my real beauty no one see it yet am happy !
am happy because I believe in Allah I enjoy loving him I enjoy reading his words and enjoy feeling he is with me at every moment I remember Him, I enjoy feeling I can talk to him too and go to him when I pray to him , am happy as I think always about the many gifts Allah almighty every day gave me and the endless ones He keeps for me, am happy because my love to the prophet salla allahu alyhi wa sallam do not let a room on my heart to think am lonely am happy because when I pray upon the holy prophet, salla allahu alyhi wa sallam I found serenity and calm on my soul, am happy because I still can eat food from my mother's hand and site with her and have a talk about many things and dreams and she keep saying they will al become true, inshae Allah, am happy because I can still see my brothers when they came to home at evening and enjoy on holidays going to beautiful places together, am happy as I enjoy when they play with me or when one of them hold me and run holding me remembering as he was a child it was me who hold him ! am happy as I enjoy when my niece came to visit us and when I can bay for here many nice and sweet gifts or when bath her , am happy as I still can see my grandmother visit her and listen to her beautiful real stories, am happy as I have a large family and see them and talk to them from time to time am happy as I have nice neighbors as am living in safe and in pace in my city am happy as at least I can go every day do some work I love while many can find no work.
am happy as I have some salary of mine even if little it is better than having nothing and I feel so happy when I gave some from it to be spend on some thing in our house or as gifts to dearest ones or to some one needy I feel happy to gave from what I really own for the seek of Allah almighty and thinking how much He will double it to ten folds or endless doubles!!
am happy as I can still see the sunlight every morning and hear the chirping of births on the trees !!
am happy because I meet in some school of holy Quran with so many other girls like me who do not have too much material things and may be less fortunate than me materially yet are all happy always smiling never complaining as they are pleased with all the great spiritual things they have.
am happy as I meet there with women happier than me our teachers are married and have children and family yet they leave their houses and family every day to teach us the holy Quran even on the weekend without being paid by the school not even one single piece of money they do it all voluntary just for Allah's love and they are so much happy teaching us as it is we who gave them knewledge not they.
And that make me so happy with them and in the same time makes me feel humble and nothing compared to them
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بسم الله الرحمــن الرحيم
اللهم صل وسلم على سيدنا محمد و على آله
Laa-ilaaha-illallah : mean : "no one worthy of being worshiped but Allah"; "no god but Allah"
the meaning of Godship (uluhiyyah) is the independence of the god from everything else and the intrinsic need of everything for him. So the meaning of “there is no god but Allah” (la ilaha illa Allah) is that there is no one who is self-sufficient from everything else and whom everyone is in need of except Allah, exalted is He.
بسم الله الرحمــن الرحيم
وَٱعْتَصِمُواْ بِحَبْلِ ٱللَّهِ جَمِيعاً وَلاَ تَفَرَّقُواْ وَٱذْكُرُواْ نِعْمَتَ ٱللَّهِ عَلَيْكُمْ إِذْ كُنْتُمْ أَعْدَآءً فَأَلَّفَ بَيْنَ قُلُوبِكُمْ فَأَصْبَحْتُمْ بِنِعْمَتِهِ إِخْوَاناً وَكُنْتُمْ عَلَىٰ شَفَا حُفْرَةٍ مِّنَ ٱلنَّارِ فَأَنقَذَكُمْ مِّنْهَا كَذٰلِكَ يُبَيِّنُ ٱللَّهُ لَكُمْ آيَاتِهِ لَعَلَّكُمْ تَهْتَدُونَ
[3:103]
And hold fast, all together, by the rope which God (stretches out for you), and be not divided among yourselves; and remember with gratitude God’s favour on you; for ye were enemies and He joined your hearts in love, so that by His Grace, ye became brethren; and ye were on the brink of the pit of Fire, and He saved you from it. Thus doth God make His Signs clear to you: That ye may be guided.
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notes from Mohammad asad translation
* v.103 : The simile is that of people struggling in deep water, to whom a benevolent Providence stretches out a strong and unbreakable rope of rescue. If all hold fast to it together, their mutual support adds to the chance of their safety.
* Yathrib was torn with civil
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