Sucks to be me
- member since February 9, 2008
Kristin S’s last login was Wednesday, February 27, 2008.
this is the same note as the last one! the comp freaked out so it posted the note without my authority!, as i was saying i have a test on thurs or else i would stay over night. I can say how i ardently, reverently , fervently , profoundly, absolutly, utterly, and vehemently wish to go home. As you might have heard from bethany things are a little tense between all the godesses here. I just sit back and watch the chaos, mwahaaaaaaa. I will call you tom. hopefully with news of my orthadontist appointment (for the first time in my life i actually am desperate to go to the orthadontist). Love ya losts, and dont know why. lol.
-Yours in slight ease and wishful aspirations
It is really late here but i just ate my entire weight in mini cookies, suffice of to say i will be up very late tonight regreting every bite i took! I am so proud of you and your steady yet some what belated progression in prose, your broadening your horizons etc. AHHHHHHHHHHHHH. yes i want to go up there more than you can possibly know, and even though the thought of food at present makes me nauseated the tgif thing if we can get take out sound above and beyond fantastical. Oh the name of the movie you want is "Something funny happened on the way to the forum" and i doubt if you can rent it since its old and obscure, but i have it at my house so no worries there. And if you dont plan on reading wuthering heights immediately we could get a movie of that to or pride and prejudice, i swear i am going through Austen insanity. The weather here is maddness i think god is just playing with us here in bovine land, today it was so windy i almost couldnt open any doors, well i know that is not saying much but it was the same for everyone else. This week is going to be comparitivly mild, i hav
YOU HAVE TO READ THIS (memoires of a geisha). I know, i know i tell you this in reference to almost every book, but with this one its expetionally true. Although the details are a little excessive in some portions the plot and the characters are unforgettable. I got this at DIA and i read it the entire time i was in disney world, in the lines, the resturants, and on the rides lol. Mom got upset which it made it even better! Even though i just spoke with you, i am going to write this note to you anyway. Just finished watching Becoming Jane, so wonderfuly depressing, reminding and warning me of what i can never have and the pain that comes with getting what i want. Bethany is sleeping, she is sick :(. Its amazing that even with my horrible life style habbits that i still never get sick. Sarah is reading atonement right behind me, which she stole from me! Its pretty saturnine here, ha it wouldnt be a message from me if you didnt have to look up something, lovinging it. As of yet no one has been able to solve the mystery of my flowers, lol. This weekend promises to be uneventful and full of meditation, which sutes me more than aptly. I can not express how much i need to go home and see you! I feel like every day i am drowning in company. If someone could die of sociey i would be the most likley to succumb to it. Do you ever get that feeling like your a ghost in your own reality,tht you are no where and everywhere at the same time, like your drifting through all substance and have no affect on anyone? Yeah well if you havent than i am just kidding har,har,har. Guess what next week the next in death book is coming out that is going to be the highlight of my entire month... Oh are you feeling better? i think you are or else you wouldnt have been able to go out to eat the other night. When i get back u and me are gonna have to go to tgif and have a 3 course dinner. Well i will talk to you later, write me back, or i will hurt you.
Cant find my cell at this moment in time, but cody never called so you should call him. and u should ask him if april recived my missive (letter), and if she didnt i will anhialate all postal workers in the US. SOooooo you should put more books on because well it is for your own good. I am going silently into maddness here and you need to let me know what you think about my profile pic, i though it suited. And i am thinking about changing my name to Camsronbeul , i know i know, but humor me, or if not just smile and nod until you have me commited. I am not sure if i will be able to come up this weekend , frankly because i am afraid of riding with hippies and i dont know if i can get a ride back but we shall see. Just finished watching lord of the rings and i think i am becoming golum! My precious and all that. Valantines day is coming up and it has been made tolerable because of you, awwwwwwww, so i will have to requite these actions in some manner, oh by the by ( i dont know, i am trying to say things soo completely out of character so that i dont sound like sarah or bethany) is ur stomach better? i wish i had that kind of aillment right about now i fell so unbearably rotund, but what ya gonna do. I know this is an inordinatly long note but i felt compeled to expell a few demons and bequeath them to you, hah thats my valantine, so hopefuly i will see you soon, while realisticaly i know i wont, put more books down because i am sad and pathetic and want to know what (or what u r not)reading. So in the faith of better days knowing that i will never see them (dont worry i have seen worse ans so have you) and to be utterly true to my character or lack there of i am going to end this obscenly long note with and equally bombastic quote about what i have been able to find a shallow amount of solace in, "I can not differentiate between tears and music, who ever is not immediatly struck by the profundity of this statement has not lived for a minute in the intamacy of music. Born out of the loss of paradise, music gives birth to the symbols of this loss: tears. And the emptiness of the soul is so vast, its cruel advance so inexorable, that any resisitance to it is impossible. What would be left of paradise if it were seen from the viewpoint of despair? A graveyard of happieness." And with these dilightfuly depressing thoughts i leave you, and bid you a non.
-yours in profound solitude and absolute grief,
Camsronbeul (karin mwhahahahahaha)