I started reading early in life and just read, read and read everything… on relationships, love, philosophy, literature… Started writing poems, play scripts while in school which made most people uncomfortable including my father… One thing that I stuck to at all cost and did not compromise for any thing was Truth… I exist because absolute Truth...
more »I started reading early in life and just read, read and read everything… on relationships, love, philosophy, literature… Started writing poems, play scripts while in school which made most people uncomfortable including my father… One thing that I stuck to at all cost and did not compromise for any thing was Truth… I exist because absolute Truth is eternal…
I had my first kiss when I was 17, a senior student, a poet /musician who came to my class after the entire class had left… Had some good friends and short affairs as the life went on… Married a tall, intelligent and very handsome young man from India when I was 21 and wanted to be a house wife… lived with him in UK for some time and came to India... the country I wanted to live in… Realised the fine distinction between people who read and people who do not read… people who wish and live here and people who wish and live beyond… the emotional maturity that follows readings… being with so many who had lived… between the sheets, under the quilt, in garden, on terrace… anytime… every time…
My deep spiritual quest and the deep feminine mystery I possessed being co-creator with God made me go deeper, deeper and deeper in the realms of consciousness... My quest for learning more and more about love, art of love and every form of art and the mysteries that constitute it… cooking, dress designing, gardening, furniture making, house keeping, Rekhi, Tarot, Crystal Gazing, Feng Shui, Natural Healing were a few of them… made me move from without to within and a continuous search for Love... Love and Love... I loved poetry... I love painting... I like good things in life like everyone...I love good friends... I love mysticism of life and a eroticism with all subtleties... I like sharing my notes, my thoughts and... I went into three years of total silence and realised the ways of powers beyond… Persons around fond it difficult to appreciate and bear the energies that existed around...
I find living with the books and the insight of the authors as most enchanting moments... Lateral time has almost ceased to exist for me…every author expresses to the best of his/her capacity a faced of the Absolute Truth… such expressions are always limited by his/her own limitations... within the puddle everybody seems to be happy... Life has so much to give if you know how to give more to others… give more and you will get more… and if you are able to enjoy the freedom of being free from any/ every kind of limitation… you are truly living…
Me thinks that the new energy is bringing about true knowledge to the fore by bringing about a synthesis of two fundamental philosophies… 'Kabala' which matured in Iran and 'Yoga' which matured in Himalayas... Both are incomplete without each other and the two together alone can bring Harmony, Peace and Love in the world... the ultimate goal for which we all must make our efforts relentlessly... the cosmos and its deep mysticism has lot to do with deep feminine creative energy, which only flows and can be understood by total surrender...
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