Serena_!! lUvS mIchEAL! (:
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hay hay hay
it's me S E R E N A M A T T H E W S !!!!!!!
i'm 17
i go to James K. Polk High School
i am taken by Micheal (:
my best buddies list of Kimberly, Ava, Scott,... more »
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hay hay hay
it's me S E R E N A M A T T H E W S !!!!!!!
i'm 17
i go to James K. Polk High School
i am taken by Micheal (:
my best buddies list of Kimberly, Ava, Scott,... more »
my father is my ╔═╗
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hay hay hay
it's me S E R E N A M A T T H E W S !!!!!!!
i'm 17
i go to James K. Polk High School
i am taken by Micheal (:
my best buddies list of Kimberly, Ava, Scott, Adrian, Rob Natalie, Micheal and Sebastion.
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IT'S PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!
i have quiet a story to tell......
my life has been nothing but ups and downs, ups and downs.
when i was 6 my fahter left my mother and I for a co-worker he was having an affair with and got pregnant. Then when i was 8 my mother went, what they called it, "mentally unstable," but i called it 'mentally insane', where at that point she was referred to a mental instatution, so i went to live with my aunt, who became a hopeless alcoholic within two months of my stay. At 9, she handed me off to her brother, who was also an alcoholic, but he could actually take care of me, instead of me taking care of myself.
That's when things went downhill. When i was 11, he sexaully molested me, and he told me not to tell anyone. I cried myself asleep that night, and for many more nights, until finally after four to five months after the incident, i called my dad at 3:00 in the morning, yelling and hysterically sobbing, asking for him to get me. He came over in the morning and told my uncle he was taking me and that he was never going to see him again. My uncle was too drunk to comprehend anthing that was going on, so he didn't really get the message. I went to live with my dad, which i am still living with him now. I was about 14 when i started to tap into hard drugs. A freind of mine had intruduced me to crack cocaine, heroin and crystal meth one night; i became instantly hooked. In a matter of weeks, i was stealing everything out of my dad's lavish home for the drugs. TVs, jewerly of my father's new wife, dishes, furniture, anything you could imagine. i was a full-blown addict. i realized i had hit rock bottom when i started stealing money from my dad's wife's daughter's piggy bank. My dad sat me down one night and asked me, "Serena, where has all of our stuff gone?" I could tell he knew the truth; there was no point of lying, i couldn't run anywhere, i had no excuse. With tears in my eyes, I said, "Dad, I've been stealing the things and selling them on the streets." He asked me, "Why?" The truth came out of my mouth as slow as molasses. "Because I'm addicted to cocaine, heroin and crystal meth." At that point, neither of us said anything. He just kept on staring for me for hours, until finally he just walked out fo the room. The next day he woke me up at noon, when I was supposed to be at school. He told me I was going to a teen rehab; I didn't argue, I needed it badly. At the tender age of 14, i was already in rehab for addiction to drugs. Seven months in the facility, and i was clean as I had ever been. I got to go back home to my dad and I couldn't have been happier. We talked that night for six hours, telling him i would never tocuh anyd rugs ever aain, i was going to do my best at everything, espicially in school, and i haven't broke my promise since.
The picture that i have on my profile was taken the day i got out of treatment, and i used to look nothing like i do. (i'm grateful that drugs didn't completely tear out my looks! i look soooo diferent in that picture pre drugs!)
i believe that everything happens for a reason.
learn from my mistakes
well it's time to go so live your life to the fullest!
i make mistakes
but i Have no regrets... « less
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hay hay hay
it's me S E R E N A M A T T H E W S !!!!!!!
i'm 17
i go to James K. Polk High School
i am taken by Micheal (:
my best buddies list of Kimberly, Ava, Scott, Adrian, Rob Natalie, Micheal and Sebastion.
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...........................,-" .................|..|
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............../............... ....,-" ( . . o)_º)
............./................ .../ . . ."-~" . . ¯¯¯¯¯""~-,
............|................. ...| . . . . . . . . . . . . . ,-~"~,
............|................. ...| . . . . . . . . . . . . . /:::::::\
............|................. ...| . . . . . . . . . . . . . |::::::::l
............|................. ...\ . . . ._ . . . . . . . . "-,„„„-"
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IT'S PEANUT BUTTER JELLY TIME!
i have quiet a story to tell......
my life has been nothing but ups and downs, ups and downs.
when i was 6 my fahter left my mother and I for a co-worker he was having an affair with and got pregnant. Then when i was 8 my mother went, what they called it, "mentally unstable," but i called it 'mentally insane', where at that point she was referred to a mental instatution, so i went to live with my aunt, who became a hopeless alcoholic within two months of my stay. At 9, she handed me off to her brother, who was also an alcoholic, but he could actually take care of me, instead of me taking care of myself.
That's when things went downhill. When i was 11, he sexaully molested me, and he told me not to tell anyone. I cried myself asleep that night, and for many more nights, until finally after four to five months after the incident, i called my dad at 3:00 in the morning, yelling and hysterically sobbing, asking for him to get me. He came over in the morning and told my uncle he was taking me and that he was never going to see him again. My uncle was too drunk to comprehend anthing that was going on, so he didn't really get the message. I went to live with my dad, which i am still living with him now. I was about 14 when i started to tap into hard drugs. A freind of mine had intruduced me to crack cocaine, heroin and crystal meth one night; i became instantly hooked. In a matter of weeks, i was stealing everything out of my dad's lavish home for the drugs. TVs, jewerly of my father's new wife, dishes, furniture, anything you could imagine. i was a full-blown addict. i realized i had hit rock bottom when i started stealing money from my dad's wife's daughter's piggy bank. My dad sat me down one night and asked me, "Serena, where has all of our stuff gone?" I could tell he knew the truth; there was no point of lying, i couldn't run anywhere, i had no excuse. With tears in my eyes, I said, "Dad, I've been stealing the things and selling them on the streets." He asked me, "Why?" The truth came out of my mouth as slow as molasses. "Because I'm addicted to cocaine, heroin and crystal meth." At that point, neither of us said anything. He just kept on staring for me for hours, until finally he just walked out fo the room. The next day he woke me up at noon, when I was supposed to be at school. He told me I was going to a teen rehab; I didn't argue, I needed it badly. At the tender age of 14, i was already in rehab for addiction to drugs. Seven months in the facility, and i was clean as I had ever been. I got to go back home to my dad and I couldn't have been happier. We talked that night for six hours, telling him i would never tocuh anyd rugs ever aain, i was going to do my best at everything, espicially in school, and i haven't broke my promise since.
The picture that i have on my profile was taken the day i got out of treatment, and i used to look nothing like i do. (i'm grateful that drugs didn't completely tear out my looks! i look soooo diferent in that picture pre drugs!)
i believe that everything happens for a reason.
learn from my mistakes
well it's time to go so live your life to the fullest!
i make mistakes
but i Have no regrets... « less
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