OMG I love this! I totally just spent the last hour gearing up for my man ; ) So I'm coming, I'm ready and I'm bringing my A game, so all you suckers better recognize : [!
Hem, hem ::clears throat:: WHY ZSADIST SHOULD BE THE CHARACTER OF THE MONTH... according to me : p
So, favorite quote(s :)- Badass Z, "For fucks sake, get off the cross. Someone else needs the wood." Makes me laugh out load everytime ; ) & Sweet Z, "You are just as beautiful as the first time I saw you in the gym all those nights ands days ago. You stopped my heart then-just froze it in my chest. And you stop it now." OH MY GOSH, I freaking LOVE HIM!
Ok, best Zsadist scene... Like everyone, I love the 'I Love You' scene when he's like "It's kinda messy, I can do it over if you want." Just melts my heart }). I freaking love the scene when he's at Bella's, he's cleaned up and he finds her diary and when he opens it all he can read is his name but he realizes that she's written it often and he feels like it's been sweetly, I just love that. But honestly I'm going to have to go with the bath tub scene with Bella on this one. When he so carefully runs the water, then gently places her in the tub and he just wants to soothe her. THEN, when she starts to stir and tries to rub the ointment from her eyes (etc...) and she ends up saying something like "Where am I?" "You're safe, you're with the Brotherhood", then she says, "Zsadist, where's Zsadist?" and she seems sort of anxious about it. Now I think it's his reaction to her words that I love so much in this scene, how he is sort of taken aback that she seems to need him so badly, so he quickly answers "I'm here" and she seems instantly soothed. ::sigh:: Without a doubt one of my absolute favorite Z&B moments : )
Now let's see, best kiss/love scene?? Well, this is totally easy! Best kiss: the first time he and Bella are laying in bed and she tells him she wants to kiss him, and that first time he actually kisses her back was just so perfectly sweet and sexy. ::Sigh:: Then there's my favorite love scene... it's during Bella's needing, near the end when he's laying there just completely exhausted and she starts to stir again for more, and he's just too tired to even move so he goes to pull her on top of him but she flinches, (because if you remember earlier during the 'first kiss' scene, she tries to get on top of him and he totally freaks out, and rightly so), but then he says five of the most beautiful words, "S'okay, I know it's you." That, right there, is why I love this brother :*)!
The very first time I ever met Z was is Lover Awakened, the very moment he entered the scene I fell in love. I knew there was something behind the ego and the sarcasm, something that just needed a little unconditional love. As LA progressed and you find out that Z had been taken as a baby, sold as a slave and then raped for a hundred years, SHIT! I mean gah, just the complete self loathing that he marinated in was so beyond sad yet beautiful in a way. Going back to the beging I think maybe I had an advantage because I interpruted things a lot differently than most people who started from the begining probably did. Like in Lover Eternal when they're in the tomb for Rhage's rhyth and he can't do it, he was so emotional and he seemed so broken, but that was because he was still in so much pain from the abuse that he received that he couldn't harm his brother. Zsadist is just such a beautiful man and he deserves to be worshiped, especially as the character of the month ; )!