so I'm gonna get straight to the point here. I have looked up ways to "become anorexic". I know you can't just "become it", and that it's a mental healthy disease. I just want to be skinnier and whenever I think of losing weight, I think of "becoming" anorexic.
When i go on the sites to "learn how", no one encourages; instead, my answers are that I need help and it's a disease, you can't become anorexic, etc.
Do I need help? Do i have some sort of eating/health disorder?
Oh, and for the record, I've never been and probably never will be anorexic-food is a stress reliever, and I have no self-control.
Please, I beg that you don't bash on me. I have enough stress in my life...I don't need it. I know it's wrong, too. That's why I am admitting it all.