Five months ago, Valerie Leftman's boyfriend, Nick Levil, opened fire on their school commons. Shot trying to stop him, Valerie inadvertently saved the life of a classmate that was on the Hate List, but was implicated in the shootings because of the list she helped create. A list of people and... read more
- This book is about a teen couple named Nick Levil and Valerie Leftman that are bullied and teased in their high school. They created a list of all the people who ever did anything mean to them or treated them wrong. But they never intended to do anything with the names of the people untiil... read more (warning: may contain spoilers)
“I curled up around my pillow and stared at the horses printed on my wallpaper. Ever since I was a little kid, every time I got into trouble, I'd lie on my bed and stare at those horses and imagine myself hopping on one of them and riding away. Just riding, riding, riding, my hair swimming out behind me, my horse never getting tired or hungry, never finding another soul on earth. Just open possibility ahead of me into eternity.”Valerie
“It was kind of weird because eventually they were all so busy hating each other, they forgot about hating me.”valerie
“"It's okay for someone to let you win sometimes, you know." he said, getting all serious. "We don't always have to be the losers, Valerie. They may want to make us feel that way, but we're not. Sometimes we get to win, too."”Nick
“It seemed like way too much work, cleaning up my grief”valerie
“I think I had this feeling that just writing down their names in the book would prove that they were assholes and that I was the victim.”Valerie
“That's just it, I don't know what to expect of me! Because everything I expected about everything has all gone to shit.”Valerie
“I wanted to know what kind of spill would look so glorious, so shiny. Spills are usually ugly and messy, not beautiful”Valerie
“Oh, do sit! The stool doesn't like it when its invitations go unnoticed.”Bea
“"One's my favorite number," Bea giggled. "The word WON being the past tense of WIN, and we can all say at the end of the day that we've won once again, can't we? Some days making it to the end of the day is quite the victory."”Bea
“Don't seniors deserve recess?”
“Life isn’t fair. A fair’s a place where you eat corn dogs and ride the Ferris wheel.”Highlighted by 233 Kindle customers
“Just like there’s always time for pain, there’s always time for healing.Highlighted by 178 Kindle customers
Because not having a clue who you are hurts way too much. And one thing I did know for sure: I was tired of hurting.Highlighted by 155 Kindle customers
We all got to be winners sometimes. But what he didn’t understand was that we all had to be losers, too. Because you can’t have one without the other.Highlighted by 134 Kindle customers
“One’s my favorite number,” Bea giggled. “The word won being the past tense of win, and we can all say at the end of the day that we’ve won once again, can’t we? Some days making it to the end of the day is quite the victory.”Highlighted by 127 Kindle customers
“It’s like, you know, even if the whole world hates you, you still have someone to rely on. Just the two of you against the whole world. Just us.”Highlighted by 127 Kindle customers
I knew what she was thinking: Being pretty isn’t everything, but sometimes being ugly is.Highlighted by 116 Kindle customers
You may not have pulled the trigger, but you helped cause the tragedy.”Highlighted by 108 Kindle customers
Beneath the struggle there would always be that basic love, that safe place to come home to.Highlighted by 90 Kindle customers
“Too much purple?” She turned and studied it some more. “Never too much purple,” she muttered. “The world needs more purple.Highlighted by 64 Kindle customers
Part 1
- Chapter 1
- Chapter 2
- Chapter 3
- Chapter 4
- Chapter 5
Part 2
- Chapter 6
- Chapter 7
- Chapter 8
- Chapter 9
- Chapter 10
- Chapter 11
- Chapter 12
- Chapter 13
- Chapter 14
- Chapter 15
Part 3
- Chapter 16
- Chapter 17
- Chapter 18
- Chapter 19
- Chapter 20
- Chapter 21
- Chapter 22
- Chapter 23
- Chapter 24
- Chapter 25
- Chapter 26
- Chapter 27
- Chapter 28
- Chapter 29
- Chapter 30
- Chapter 31
- Chapter 32
- Chapter 33
- Chapter 34
- Chapter 35
- Chapter 36
- Chapter 37
- Chapter 38
- Chapter 39
- Chapter 40
- Chapter 41
- Chapter 42
- Chapter 43
- Chapter 44
Part 4
Acknowledgments
Author's Note
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