Victor Mancini, a medical-school dropout, is an antihero for our deranged times. Needing to pay elder care for his mother, Victor has devised an ingenious scam: he pretends to choke on pieces of food while dining in upscale restaurants. He then allows himself to be “saved” by fellow patrons... read more
Choke follows Victor Mancini and his friend Denny through a few months of their lives with frequent flashbacks to the days when Victor was a child. He had grown up moving from one foster home to another, as his mother was found to be unfit to raise him. Several times throughout his childhood,... read more (warning: may contain spoilers)
“I do this, this, because it feels good...Maybe I don't really know why I do it. In a way, this is why they execute killers. Because once you've crossed some lines, you just keep crossing them.”
“I just want one person I can rescue. I want one person who needs me. Who can't live without me. I want to be a hero, but not just one time. Even if it means keeping her crippled, I want to be someone's constant savior.”Victor Mancini
“So be the aggressive victim, the big loser. A professional failure. People will just through hoops if you just make them feel like a god. It's the martyrdom of Saint Me.”Victor Mancini
“You gain power by pretending to be weak. By contrast, you make people feel so strong. You save people by letting them save you.”Victor Mancini
“Get through the moment. Avoid confrontation. Run away. That's pretty much how we get through our own lives, watching television. Smoking crap. Self-medicating. Redirecting our own attention. Jacking off. Denial.”Victor Mancini
“The hook is you can't just save somebody's life one time... The same as real life, there no is happily ever after...These people sending money, they're paying for heroism in installments.”Victor Mancini
“We've spent so much time judging what other people created that we've created very, very little of our own. I used rebellion as a way to hide out. We use criticism as a fake participation. It only looks as if we've accomplished something.”Ida Mancini
“Parenthood is the opiate of the masses!”Ida Mancini
“I'm tired of being wrong all the time just because I'm a guy. I mean, how many times can everybody tell you that you're the oppressive, prejudiced enemy before you give up and become the enemy. I mean, a male chauvinist pig isn't born, he's made, and more and more of them are being made by women.”Victor Mancini
“I'm terrified of losing her, but if I don't, I may lose myself.”Victor Mancini
“every time we burn a gallon of gas or an acre of rain forest, aren't we killing the future to preserve the present?”Victor Mancini
“I wish I had the courage not to fight and doubt everything...I wish, just once, I could say, "This. This is good enough. Just because I choose it."”Ida Mancini
“Those who remember the past tend to get the story really screwed up.”Paige
“In my opinion, those who remember the past are paralyzed by it.”Ida Mancini
“What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.”Victor Mancini
“If it comes down to a choice between being unloved and being vulnerable and sensitive and emotional, then you can just keep your love.”Victor Mancini
“I spent my life attacking everything because I was too afraid to risk creating anything...”Ida Mancini
“Denny says, the longer we can keep building, the longer we can keep creating, the more will be possible. The longer we can tolerate being incomplete. Delay gratification.”Victor Mancini
“This is about a process. This isn't about getting something done.”Victor Mancini
“And there's no escaping from constant escape. Distracting ourselves. Avoiding confrontation. Getting past the moment. Jacking off. Television. Denial”Victor Mancini
“The laws that keep us safe, these same laws condemn us to boredom.”Ida Mancini
“Without access to true chaos, we'll never have true peace.”Ida Mancini
“Unless everything can get worse, it won't get any better.”Ida Mancini
“Torture is torture and humiliation is humiliation only if you choose to suffer.”
“It's funny how when somebody saves you, the first thing you want to do is save other people.”
“Sometimes a euphemism is more true than what it's supposed to hide.”
“You can't deny the goodness of your true nature. It's shining for everyone to see.”Mrs. Tsunimitsu
How torture is torture and humiliation is humiliation only when you choose to suffer.Highlighted by 194 Kindle customers
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We can spend our lives letting the world tell us who we are. Sane or insane. Saints or sex addicts. Heros or victims. Letting history tell us how good or bad we are. Letting our past decide our future. Or we can decide for ourselves. And maybe it’s our job to invent something better.Highlighted by 174 Kindle customers
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“Anything you can acquire,” she says, “is only another thing you’ll lose.”Highlighted by 153 Kindle customers
What I want is to be needed. What I need is to be indispensable to somebody. Who I need is somebody that will eat up all my free time, my ego, my attention. Somebody addicted to me. A mutual addiction.Highlighted by 139 Kindle customers
Language, she said, was just our way to explain away the wonder and the glory of the world. To deconstruct. To dismiss. She said people can’t deal with how beautiful the world really is. How it can’t be explained and understood.Highlighted by 134 Kindle customers
Even after all that rushing around, where we’ve ended up is the middle of nowhere in the middle of the night. And maybe knowing isn’t the point. Where we’re standing right now, in the ruins in the dark, what we build could be anything.Highlighted by 104 Kindle customers
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The magic of sex is it’s acquisition without the burden of possessions. No matter how many women you take home, there’s never a storage problem.Highlighted by 101 Kindle customers
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