Geek Love is the story of the Binewskis, a carny family whose mater- and paterfamilias set out–with the help of amphetamine, arsenic, and radioisotopes–to breed their own exhibit of human oddities. There’s Arturo the Aquaboy, who has flippers for limbs and a megalomaniac ambition worthy of... read more
Al Binewski decides to save his nearly-bankrupt traveling carnival by feeding his wife drugs and chemicals so that she will bear a litter of freakish children that can be put on display to the paying public. After that, things get weird.
“But when I saw you lovely girls I thought to myself, maybe there's more to life yet”
“Freaks are like owls, mythed into blinking, bloodless objectivity.”
“There are those whose own vulgar normality is so apparent and stultifying that they strive to escape it.”
“It is, I suppose, the common grief of children at having to protect their parents from reality. It is bitter for the young to see what awful innocence adults grow into, that terrible vulnerability that must be sheltered from the rodent mire of childhood.”
“Grownups can deal with scraped knees, dropped ice-creams cones, and lost dollies, but if they suspected the real reasons we cry they would fling us out of their arms in horrified revulsion. Yet we are small and as terrified as we are terrifying in our ferocious appetities. We need that warm adult stupidity. Even knowing the illusion, we cry and hide in their laps, speaking only of defiled lollipops or lost bears, and getting a lollipop or a toy bear's worth of comfort. We make do with it rather than face alone the cavernous reaches of our skulls for which there is no remedy, no safety, no comfort at all. We survive until, by sheer stamina, we escape into the dim innocence of our own adulthood and its forgetfulness.”
“There are those whose own vulgar normality is so apparent and stultifying that they strive to escape it. They affect flamboyant behavior and claim originality according to the fashionable eccentricities of their time. They claim brains or talent or indifference to mores in desperate attempts to deny their own mediocrity. These are frequently artisits and performers, adventurers and wide-life devotees. Then there are those who feel their own strangeness and are terrified by it. They struggle toward normalcy. They suffer to exactly that degree that they are unable to appear normal to to thers, or to convince themselves that their aberration does not exist. These are true freaks, who appear, almost always, conventional and dull.”Arty
It is, I suppose, the common grief of children at having to protect their parents from reality. It is bitter for the young to see what awful innocence adults grow into, that terrible vulnerability that must be sheltered from the rodent mire of childhood.Highlighted by 17 Kindle customers
We need that warm adult stupidity. Even knowing the illusion, we cry and hide in their laps, speaking only of defiled lollipops or lost bears, and getting a lollipop or a toy bear’s worth of comfort. We make do with it rather than face alone the cavernous reaches of our skulls for which there is no remedy, no safety, no comfort at all. We survive until, by sheer stamina, we escape into the dim innocence of our own adulthood and its forgetfulness.Highlighted by 17 Kindle customers
Grownups can deal with scraped knees, dropped ice-cream cones, and lost dollies, but if they suspected the real reasons we cry they would fling us out of their arms in horrified revulsion. Yet we are small and as terrified as we are terrifying in our ferocious appetites.Highlighted by 16 Kindle customers
“The truth is always an insult or a joke. Lies are generally tastier. We love them. The nature of lies is to please. Truth has no concern for anyone’s comfort.”Highlighted by 13 Kindle customers
If all these pretty women could shed the traits that made men want them (their prettiness) then they would no longer depend on their own exploitability but would use their talents and intelligence to become powerful.Highlighted by 10 Kindle customers
The hope you get from religion is a three-ring, all-star hope because the risk is outrageous.Highlighted by 9 Kindle customers
Just being visible is my biggest confession, so they try to set me at ease by revealing our equality, by dragging out their own less-apparent deformities.Highlighted by 9 Kindle customers
There are parts of Texas where a fly lives ten thousand years and a man can’t die soon enough.Highlighted by 8 Kindle customers
If you can change, you can also end. Death had always been a theory to me. Now I knew. The terror hurt good and I nursed it and played it like a loose tooth.Highlighted by 7 Kindle customers
They thought to use and shame me but I win out by nature, because a true freak cannot be made. A true freak must be born.Highlighted by 6 Kindle customers
Book I Midnight Gardener
1. The Nuclear Family: His Talk, Her Teeth
2. Notes for Now: The Joy of the Worm
3. Notes for Now: Meltdown, Diving into Teacups from the Thirteenth Floor, and Other Stimulating Experiences
Book II Your Dragon - Care, Feeding, and Identifying Fewmets
4. Papa's Roses
5. Assassin - Limp-Wristed and Shy
6. The Lucky One
7. Green - as in Arsenic, Tarnished Spoons, and Gas-Chamber Doors
8. Educating the Chick
9. How We Fed the Cats
10. Snake Dance - Immaculate
11. Blood, Stumps, and Other Changes
Book III Spiral Mirror
12. Notes for Now: Miss Lick's Home Flicks
13. Flesh - Electric on Wheels
14. The Pen Pal
15. Press
16. The Fly Roper and the Transcendental Maggot
17. Popcorn Pimp
18. Enter the Bag Man
19. Witness
20. The Fix Unfixed
21. On the Lam
22. Nose Spites Face, Lip Disappears
23. The Generalissimo's Big Gun
24. Catching His Shrieks in Cups of Gold
25. All Fall Down
Book IV Becoming the Dragon
26. Notes for now: The Swimmers
27. Notes for now: Getting to Know You and Your .357 Magnum
28. Notes for now: One for the Road
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