I have a meanness inside me, real as an organ. Libby Day was seven when her mother and two sisters were murdered in “The Satan Sacrifice of Kinnakee, Kansas.” As her family lay dying, little Libby fled their tiny farmhouse into the freezing January snow. She lost some fingers and toes, but... read more
Libby Day is one of two surviving members of the massacre that killed her family. The other is her brother, Ben, who is in prison for
killing them all, hacking them to pieces. Libby testified as a child that she had seen her brother do it. Years later, after finding herself penniless and...
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“I've busted in doors and windows and...I've killed things. Half the time I look down, my hands are in fists.”Libby
It was surprising that you could spend hours in the middle of the night pretending things were OK, and know in thirty seconds of daylight that that simply wasn’t so.Highlighted by 30 Kindle customers
The phrase fuck you may not rest on the tip of my tongue, but it’s near. Midtongue.Highlighted by 17 Kindle customers
There are few phrases that annoy me more than I won’t bite. The only line that pisses me off faster is when some drunk, ham-faced dude in a bar sees me trying to get past him and barks: Smile, it can’t be that bad! Yeah, actually, it can, jackwad.Highlighted by 13 Kindle customers
“Don’t be discouraged—every relationship you have is a failure, until you find the right one.”Highlighted by 13 Kindle customers
I was not a lovable child, and I’d grown into a deeply unlovable adult. Draw a picture of my soul, and it’d be a scribble with fangs.Highlighted by 12 Kindle customers
It is always consoling to think of suicide; it’s what gets one through many a bad night.Highlighted by 12 Kindle customers
Ihave a meanness inside me, real as an organ. Slit me at my belly and it might slide out, meaty and dark, drop on the floor so you could stomp on it.Highlighted by 10 Kindle customers
He was born to be lonely, that’s what he knew for certain. When he was a kid, when he was a teenager, and definitely now. Sometimes he felt like he’d been gone his whole life—in exile, away from the place he was supposed to be, and that, soldier-like, he was pining to be returned. Homesick for a place he’d never been.Highlighted by 8 Kindle customers
That’s what I did, though— I had angry, defensive conversations in my head, got mad at things that hadn’t even happened yet. Yet.Highlighted by 7 Kindle customers
That was another of my mom’s words: glum. It meant having the blues in a way that annoyed other people. Having the blues aggressively.Highlighted by 7 Kindle customers
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