Jordan returns from California to Utah to visit his mother in jail. As a teenager he was expelled from his family and religious community, a secretive Mormon offshoot sect. Now his father has been found shot dead in front of his computer, and one of his many wives - Jordan's mother - is... read more
“...Now that I have recounted my own memories, and peered into the well of my soul, I can see that my daughter has portrayed me with accuracy. Her words have destroyed me because they are true. She concludes her long assessment by writing, "In the end, I suppose my greatest disappointment has been in realizing my father, like Joseph and Brigham before him, tried to shroud his passions in the mantle of religion. He used God to defend his adultery, I have yet to hear him acknowledge his lies." Yet some truths come too late. I am, I realize, but a man.”Chauncey G. Webb
“I am technically still a member of the Later-day Saints matters none to me. I do not say this to offend you. I should think I would offend you more if I did not write in full honesty, especially on the subject of faith. In my adulthood I flirted with the Episcopals. Rosemary was a Catholic, although she disagreed with nearly everything they proclaimed. What do I consider myself now? A man attempting to be good. In this endeavor I have no use for church and steeple. If another mand does, I only wish he finds what he needs.”Lorenzo Dee
“Elder Hovey asked several women on the spot, "Will you forgive your husband and permit him to marry the woman he has wronged in order to prevent his eternal damnation and hers?" Tell me, does a woman put to such a question have any option in her reply?”Ann Eliza Young
“Will you love your brothers and sisters likewise, when they have a sin that cannot be atoned for without the shedding of their blood? Will you love that man or woman well enough to shed their blood? That is what Jesus meant.This is loving our neighbor as our self; if he needs help, help him; if he wants salvation and it necessary to spill his blood upon the earth in order that he may be saved, spill it.”Brigham Young
“I have no idea what will happen after I die, yet I know one thing for sure: neither do you.”Ann Eliza Young to an LDS Ward Teacher
“There is a great shock to seeing a building you've known since childhood destroyed. There are certain structures in our lives - our first home, our first school, our first house of worship - which we naively believe will stand forever. To see these toppled bluntly delivers life's coldest lesson: Time will take all.”Ann Eliza Webb Dee Young
i. two wives
ii.wife #19: the red in the desert
iii.early history
iv.the origins of love
v.wife #19: an eye in the dark
vi.celestial marriage
vii.women’s studies
viii.wife #19: the gun on the screen
ix.zion
x.the mission
xi. wife #19: the con of the west
xii.the actress
xiii.contract of faith
xiv.wife #19: off the strip
xv.the prophet’s wife
xvi.my mother’s flight
xvii.wife #19: the girl in slc
xviii.restoration of all things
xix.prison diary of brigham young
xx.wife #19: the conviction of jordan scott
xxi.epilogues
author’s note and acknowledgments