Jordan returns from California to Utah to visit his mother in jail. As a teenager he was expelled from his family and religious community, a secretive Mormon offshoot sect. Now his father has been found shot dead in front of his computer, and one of his many wives - Jordan's mother - is... read more
“...Now that I have recounted my own memories, and peered into the well of my soul, I can see that my daughter has portrayed me with accuracy. Her words have destroyed me because they are true. She concludes her long assessment by writing, "In the end, I suppose my greatest disappointment has been in realizing my father, like Joseph and Brigham before him, tried to shroud his passions in the mantle of religion. He used God to defend his adultery, I have yet to hear him acknowledge his lies." Yet some truths come too late. I am, I realize, but a man.”Chauncey G. Webb
“I am technically still a member of the Later-day Saints matters none to me. I do not say this to offend you. I should think I would offend you more if I did not write in full honesty, especially on the subject of faith. In my adulthood I flirted with the Episcopals. Rosemary was a Catholic, although she disagreed with nearly everything they proclaimed. What do I consider myself now? A man attempting to be good. In this endeavor I have no use for church and steeple. If another mand does, I only wish he finds what he needs.”Lorenzo Dee
“Elder Hovey asked several women on the spot, "Will you forgive your husband and permit him to marry the woman he has wronged in order to prevent his eternal damnation and hers?" Tell me, does a woman put to such a question have any option in her reply?”Ann Eliza Young
“Will you love your brothers and sisters likewise, when they have a sin that cannot be atoned for without the shedding of their blood? Will you love that man or woman well enough to shed their blood? That is what Jesus meant.This is loving our neighbor as our self; if he needs help, help him; if he wants salvation and it necessary to spill his blood upon the earth in order that he may be saved, spill it.”Brigham Young
“I have no idea what will happen after I die, yet I know one thing for sure: neither do you.”Ann Eliza Young to an LDS Ward Teacher
“There is a great shock to seeing a building you've known since childhood destroyed. There are certain structures in our lives - our first home, our first school, our first house of worship - which we naively believe will stand forever. To see these toppled bluntly delivers life's coldest lesson: Time will take all.”Ann Eliza Webb Dee Young
The practice of plural marriage has eliminated adultery from our society, freeing us of its ill effects.Highlighted by 125 Kindle customers
Yet the head does not need to turn and the eyes need not gaze back for the heart to remain behind.Highlighted by 123 Kindle customers
There are certain structures in our lives—our first home, our first school, our first house of worship—which we naïvely believe will stand forever. To see these toppled bluntly delivers life’s coldest lesson: Time will take all.Highlighted by 101 Kindle customers
Even so, history has one flaw. It is a subjective art, no less so than poetry or music. The true historian has two sources: the written record and the witness’s testimony. This is as it should be. Yet one is memory and the other is written, quite often, from memory. There is nothing to be done about this defect except acknowledge it for what it is. Yet this is your field’s Achilles’ heel. You say in your letter the historian writes the truth. Forgive me, I must disagree. The historian writes a truth. The memoirist writes a truth. The novelist writes a truth.Highlighted by 101 Kindle customers
How we spend our days is, of course, how we spend our lives. Is that religion or just plain wisdom?Highlighted by 100 Kindle customers
What do I consider myself now? A man attempting to be good. In this endeavor I have no use for church and steeple. If another man does, I only wish he finds what he needs.Highlighted by 97 Kindle customers
I believe most men, even the greatest, can offer salvation only once in their lifetime; for if he succeeds (and most do not), he will overestimate his powers and thereafter will behave recklessly.Highlighted by 93 Kindle customers
This was the doctrine of Blood Atonement—any man, woman, or child who did not believe in the doctrines of the Church, or the words of its leaders, could rightfully be destroyed by the sword. The Saints, already hot with religious fever, received the Prophet’s words as Wisdom and Truth. Brigham had established his new doctrine and sent the Saints on their way to kill in the name of faith. Terrified, I broke into tears. Although I was young, Brigham’s meaning was clear to me.Highlighted by 82 Kindle customers
I have heard an esteemed medical doctor say that illness is the loneliest state. I would argue that doubt deserves that claim.Highlighted by 78 Kindle customers
daguerreotypes of the Westward-ho family: the bearded father in suspenders, the mother in an apron (she always thinner than her brood), the children with dark half-moons of exhaustion beneath their eyes. This is who we were, any American family waging everything on the West.Highlighted by 14 Kindle customers
i. two wives
ii.wife #19: the red in the desert
iii.early history
iv.the origins of love
v.wife #19: an eye in the dark
vi.celestial marriage
vii.women’s studies
viii.wife #19: the gun on the screen
ix.zion
x.the mission
xi. wife #19: the con of the west
xii.the actress
xiii.contract of faith
xiv.wife #19: off the strip
xv.the prophet’s wife
xvi.my mother’s flight
xvii.wife #19: the girl in slc
xviii.restoration of all things
xix.prison diary of brigham young
xx.wife #19: the conviction of jordan scott
xxi.epilogues
author’s note and acknowledgments
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