Garnering a vast amount of attention from young people and parents, and from book buyers across the country, Smashed became a media sensation and a New York Times bestseller. Eye- opening and utterly gripping, Koren Zailckas’s story is that of thousands of girls like her who are not ... read more
"Smashed" by Koren Zailckas
This book is a good read if you have never experienced the life of an alcoholic, personally or through the looking glass. Smashed is true story about Koren Zailckas telling readers about her alcohol abuse from her first sip to her last and all the drama in...
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“Later, friends will tell me that I wobbled up to them repeatedly to say, "Please rescue me" or "Please make him leave me alone." But they also say that the moment he scuttled up behind me and caught me around the waist, I collapsed in his arms and seemed more than content to let him kiss me. I never had a chance. Even my girlfriends, God love them, thought like date rapists. They thought I said no and meant yes.”Koren
“And I wish I could preserve that feeling for them, capture them, too, in a mason jar and bring them home aglow.”
“It will not be enough to want once. I will want to want a million times over, to feel this warmth where there used to be coldness, this prickling sensation where everything was once numb.”
It’s meant I will act like less of an asshole, but feel much more like one.Highlighted by 18 Kindle customers
Being male is not a mess of contradictions, the way being female is. It is not trying to resolve how to be both desirable and smart, soft and sturdy, emotional and capable.Highlighted by 15 Kindle customers
In many ways, a glass in your hand is an outward expression of pain. It will take me a good number of years to realize it, but drinking is a visible sign to the world that you’re hurting,Highlighted by 15 Kindle customers
ALCOHOL IS a manipulative bitch. If she was a person, I think she’d be a telemarketer or a used-car saleswoman, the type of woman who could persuade you to do just about anything.Highlighted by 13 Kindle customers
Privately, I feel disfigured. I am ashamed of my gnarled soul, which is something no surgeon can correct. Were my inner workings exposed, I feel certain they would make children stare, and adults avert their eyes.Highlighted by 12 Kindle customers
People with substance-abuse issues like to think that changing physical states is the equivalent of changing emotional states. We like to think that removing ourselves from the craziness of the city, the suburbs, the house, the workplace, the campus, will remove the craziness from us, too.Highlighted by 11 Kindle customers
As a gender, we are far more likely to turn our drunken destructiveness inward, to wage private wars against ourselves, to attempt suicide, to be pinned down by fear and depression.Highlighted by 11 Kindle customers
But in college, we can wear our alcohol abuse as proudly as our university sweatshirts; the two concepts are virtually synonymous.Highlighted by 10 Kindle customers
the best way to curb your drinking is to follow through with the promises you make when you’re drunk.Highlighted by 9 Kindle customers
In the end, I quit drinking because I didn’t want to waste any more time picking up the pieces. I decided smashed, when it’s used as a synonym for drunk, is a self-fulfilling prophecy.Highlighted by 7 Kindle customers
Preface
I Initiation
1. First Taste
2. First Waste
3. First Offense
4. Coma Girl
II The Usual
5. All You Can Drink
6. Greek Mythology
III Excess
7. You're Pretty When I'm Drunk
8. Love in the Time Of Liquor
9. Beer Tears
IV Abuse
10. Ascent and Descent
11. Liquid Heart
12. The End Has No End
13. The Still-To-Learn
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