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Overlay reveals the intriguing narrative of a strong child protagonist chronicling her childhood in the shadows of the 1970s Las Vegas casino era. Born into an ongoing cycle of alcoholism and abandonment amidst fallen adults, Marlayna develops a powerful sense of self-preservation as the... read more

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What is it that makes one person's life interesting to another? Could it be the reader's perceived shared experiences with the writer? A profound thankfulness for not having shared such experiences? A desire to know about a life not personally lived? A well-crafted, mesmerizing and... read more (warning: may contain spoilers)

What is it that makes one person's life interesting to another? Could it be the reader's perceived shared experiences with the writer? A profound thankfulness for not having shared such experiences? A desire to know about a life not personally lived? A well-crafted, mesmerizing and professionally written read? A story that evokes reader emotion - whether it be relief, anger, fear, sadness or joy? A desire to see a situation through to the end? Our shared universal desire for entropy, balance, peace and happy endings?

Author Marlayna Glynn Brown has crafted an extraordinary tale of survival and resilience in spare and convincing prose. Written from a child's point of view from ages 4 to 17, this tale describes the precarious childhood of Marlayna in 1970s Las Vegas.

The desert perimeter serves as a hot, dry and dangerous barrier that shuts out the rest of the vibrant world and bleaches away any sense of the joy that colors childhoods. Born into an ongoing cycle of alcoholism, addiction and abandonment amidst fallen adults, Marlayna develops a powerful sense of self-preservation in contrast to the people entrusted with her care. Her story explores the personalities of the bizarre characters who populate her life as she moves from home to home, parent to parent, family to family and ultimately to homelessness at the age of fourteen. Out of the resources of her remarkable childhood emerges an inner strength that will charm and captivate readers and remain in their consciousness long after the last page of her story has been turned.

"The language of gambling makes an interesting and recurrent motif throughout this memoir, asserting that it is only by chance that any one of us could have traveled this very same road. Decks are shuffled, hands are played. An ultimately uplifting, beautifully written, and inspiring memoir." - Fiona Edmonds

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“I will never drink or smoke,” I announce to my mother, pausing for what is most certainly a dramatic effect.

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  • alcoholism, addiction: 1970s Las Vegas was a very transient community with a great deal of alcoholism and addiction of many kinds.
  • Abuse: Marlayna details several dramatic cases of physical and sexual child abuse that she witnessed as a child.
  • Coming of age: Marlayna fights for her right to age gracefully amidst the turmoil of her surroundings.
  • Child neglect: Marlayna describes several cases of child neglect she witnessed around her in 1970s Las Vegas.
  • Stepfather, stepdad, stepfatherhood: Marlayna tells tales of three stepfathers she had as a child.
  • Loneliness: Loneliness threads its way throughout this entire story as Marlayna searches to find comfort in the families of others.
  • Finding Inner Strength: Marlayna's trials are challenging and threaten to break her spirit, but are never quite damaging enough to accomplish those tasks. Marlayna gradually develops an inner reserve of strength and resilience which carries her beautifully through the darkness of her childhood. She stands as a strong example of how the power of hope and strength can carry one out of the darkness.

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  1. Marlayna Glynn Brown (Author)

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Original Language: English
Publisher: CreateSpace
Country: United States
Publication Date: March 2012
ISBN: 1475200358
Page Count: 337

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