"I Am The Messenger" is a book about mystery, friends, and the social life of an accidental hero. Ed Kennedy, a big-city cab driver, has been chosen by an unknown source to save people from their trapped life. Different victims create a different puzzle for Ed to figure out. From a lonely... read more
Ed Kennedy was a nobody whose life changed when he received an ace in the mail. The ace has three addresses and times and obviously he is supposed to go to these places. Ed first wonders who's sending them then debates on whether he should go to addresses at all. He convinces himself to go. At... read more (warning: may contain spoilers)
“A dark wind makes it through the trees.The sky is nervous. Black and blue.My heart applauds inside my ears, first like a roaring crowd, then slows and slows till it’s a solitary person, clapping with unbridled sarcasm.”
“My first memory is of being four years old and getting a piggyback from Gregor Kennedy, my father. That was when the world wasn't so big and I could see everywhere. It was when my father was a hero and not a human.”Ed Kennedy
“Believe it or not - it takes a lot of love to hate you like this.”Ma
“Marv, you will kiss this dog. And when you kiss him, you're going to like it.”Ritchie
“No. I won't. I won't be okay just for the sake of it. Not anymore.”Ed Kennedy
“Sometimes, people are beautiful. Not in looks. Not in what they say. Just in what they are.”Ed kennedy
“I try to figure out which is more shattered - the window or Marv's face.”Ed Kennedy
“The gun feels warm and sticky, like melting chocolate in my hand.”Ed Kennedy
“I'm treading water in my thoughts.”Ed Kennedy
“I tell me to stop. It's an inner voice and it's loud.”Ed Kennedy
“You can kill a man with those words. No gun. No bullets. Just words and a girl.”Ed Kennedy
“The night is alive with stars, and when I lie down and look up, I get lost up there. I feel like I'm falling, but upward, into the abyss of sky above me.”Ed Kennedy
“Have you ever noticed that idiots have a lot of friends?”Ed Kennedy
“What would you do if you were me? Tell me. Please tell me! But you're far from this. Your fingers turn the strangeness of these pages that somehow connect my life to yours. Your eyes are safe. The story is just another few hundred pages of your mind. For me, it's here. It's now. I have to go through with this, considering the cost at every turn. Nothing will be the same. I'll kill this man and also die myself, inside. I want to scream. I want to scream out, asking why. The scattered stars shower down like icicles tonight, but nothing soothes me. Nothing allows me an escape. The figure in front of me collapeses, and I stand above him, waiting. Waiting.”Ed Kennedy
“When her hands reached out and poured the tea, it was as if she also poured something into me while I sat there swearing in my cab. It was like she held a string and pulled on it just slightly to make me open up. She got in, put a piece of herself inside me, and left again. In there, somewhere, I still feel it.”Ed Kennedy
“This isn't about words. It's about glowing lights and small things that are big.”Ed Kennedy
“I didn't know words could be so heavy.”Ed Kennedy
Part One: the first message
A - the holdup
2 - sex should be like math: an introduction to my life
3 - the ace of diamonds
4 - the judge and the mirror
5 - watching, waiting, raping
6 - pieces
7 - harrison avenue
8 - being jimmy
9 - the barefoot girl
10 - the shoe box
J - another stupid human
Q - edgar street revisited
K - murder at the cathedral
Part Two: the stones of home
A - aftermath
2 - the visit
3 - the envelope
4 - just ed
5 - cabs, the hooker, and alice
6 - the stones
7 - the priest
8 - juveniles
9 - the cops show up
10 - the easy one and the ice cream
J - the colour of her lips
Q - blood and roses
K - the face of clubs
Part Three: trying times for Ed Kennedy
A - the game
2 - twenty dollars for the dog and the card
3 - dig
4 - the benefits of lying
5 - the power and the glory
6 - a moment of beauty
7 - a moment of truth
8 - clown street. chips. the doorman. and me
9 - the woman
10 - front porch cyclone
J - a phone call
Q - the bell street theater
K - the last reel
Part Four: the music of hearts
A - the music of hearts
2 - the kiss, the grave, the fire
3 - the casual suit
4 - to feel the fear
5 - ritchie's sin
6 - god bless the man with the beard, the missing teeth, and the poverty
7 - the secret marv
8 - each to each
9 - the swings
10 - audrey, part one: three nights to wait
J - marv's afterthought
Q - audrey, part two: three minutes to take
K - the end
Part Five: the joker
J - the laughter
J - the weeks
J - the end is not the end
J - the folder
J - the message
Might want to read before just to clear it. Constant sexual reference, violence, and profanity.
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