An account, both harrowing and amusing, of the author's dependence on Prozac, prescribed for her after a series of suicide attempts and breakdowns. She describes her experiences and her determination to get herself off medication.
“Sometimes I wish I could walk around with a HANDLE WITH CARE sign stuck to my forehead.”
“I don’t want any more of this try, try again stuff. I just want out. I’ve had it. I am twenty and I am already exhausted.”
“My depression came gradually then suddenly.”
“... what I really need, what I'm really looking for, is not something I can articulate. It's nonverbal: I need love. I need the thing that happens when your brain shuts off and your heart turns on.”
“I must move, must get further and further away from this fire that's going to burn all of me down.”
“Oh God, where do I have to go to get away from me?”
Prologue: I Hate Myself and I Want to Die
1 / Full of Promise
2 / Secret Life
3 / Love Kills
4 / Broken
5 / Black Wave
6 / Happy Pills
7 / Drinking in Dallas
8 / Space, Time, and Motion
9 / Down Deep
10 / Blank Girl
11 / Good Morning Heartache
12 / The Accidental Blowjob
13 / Woke Up This Morning Afraid I Was Gonna Live
14 / Think of Pretty Things
Epilogue: Prozac Nation
Afterword (1995)
Acknowledgments
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