Elizabeth Wurtzel published her memoir of depression, Prozac Nation, to astonishing literary acclaim. A cultural phenomenon by age twenty-six, she had fame, money, respecteverything she had always wanted except that one, true thing: happiness. For all of her professional success, Wurtzel... read more
“"I can see that I imagine all kinds of rejection that never happens. I can see that I beg and plead for love that is freely offered because I somehow believe that if I don't ask for it, everyone will forget about me: I will be a little kid sent off to sleep-away camp whose parents forget to meet her at the bus when she comes back in August. Or else I think people are nice to me only to be nice to me, that they feel sorry for me because I am such a loser- as if anyone could possibly be that generous."”
“And it’s not just that you’re afraid of your bad feelings,” she says. “You’re afraid of good ones too. Because what if things go wrong? Instead of just enjoying, you worry. You just worry. You can’t keep an open mind and see what happens, and enjoy it as it goes, because you are just trying to manage all your emotions, good or bad.”Highlighted by 10 Kindle customers
I am cursed with this. Cursed with a personality that feels too much or too little, and never the right thing. So now I am taking drugs, never to feel again.Highlighted by 10 Kindle customers
This is how you become an addict. You have no inner resources, you drive people crazy with all your neediness, years go by, you don’t grow up, people lose patience, and all that’s left is whatever gets you through.Highlighted by 9 Kindle customers
You hate your anxiety, and all your anxiety comes from trying not to feel. It’s a coping mechanism, and it isn’t working.”Highlighted by 9 Kindle customers
That’s the main difference between depression and addiction, as far as I can tell: depression is full of need, and addiction fulfills that need.Highlighted by 8 Kindle customers
Because I really don’t think I have a drug problem—I think I have a life problem.Highlighted by 8 Kindle customers
You see, none of us has good judgment when it comes to love, and love is hard to stop.Highlighted by 7 Kindle customers
The opportunity to be merciful is one of the most beautiful rights that we have, the possibility that we can be better than the worst things that happen to us, that we can take the horror and use it as a way to become nobler—why should we pass up this chance?Highlighted by 7 Kindle customers
All I ever wanted was to be good. And it’s all turned out so bad.Highlighted by 6 Kindle customers
I always say that the decadent people should be kept away from the desperate people.Highlighted by 6 Kindle customers
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