Before scientists found the cure, people thought love was a good thing. They didn’t understand that once love -the deliria- blooms in your blood, there is no escaping its hold. Things are different now. Scientists are able to eradicate love, and the governments demands that all citizens... read more
There was a time when love was the most important thing in the world. People would go to the end of the earth to find it. They would tell lies for it. Even kill for it. Then, at last, they found the cure. Now, everything is different. Scientists are able to eradicate love, and the government... read more (warning: may contain spoilers)
“That's when you really lose people, you know. When the pain passes.”Alex Sheathes
“I love you. Remember. They cannot take it.”Lena's mom
“You can't be really happy unless you're unhappy sometimes”Hana
“Not gray, exactly. Right before the sun rises there's a moment when the whole sky goes this pale nothing color- not really gray but sort of, or sort of white,and I've always really liked it because it reminds me of waiting for something good to happen.”Lena Ella Haloway
“Sometimes I feel like if you just watch things, just sit still and let the world exist in front of you - sometimes I swear that just for a second time freezes and the world pauses in its tilt. Just for a second. And if you somehow found a way to live in that second, then you would live forever.”Lena Ella Haloway
“Love: a single word, a wispy thing, a word no bigger or longer than an edge. That's what it is: and edge; a razor. It draws up through the center of your life, cutting everything in two. Before and after. The rest of the world falls away on either side. Love, the deadliest of all deadly things: It kills you both when you have it and when you don't.”Lena Ella Haloway
“That's the beauty of the cure. No one mentions those lost, hot days in the field, when Thomas kissed Rachel's tears away and invented worlds just so he could promise them to her, when she tore the skin off her own arms at the thought of living without him.”Lena Ella Haloway
“One of the strangest things about life is that it will chug on, blind and oblivious, even as your private world --your little carved-out sphere-- is twisting and morphing, even breaking apart.”
“It's so strange how life works: you want something and you wait and wait and feel like it's taking forever to come. Then it happens and it's over and all you want to do is curl back up in that moment before things changed.”Lena Ella Haloway
“The most dangerous sickness are those that make us believe we are well”
“You came from different starts and you'll come to different ends”Carol
“...I know something that she doesn't know: I know that life isn't life if you just float through it. I know that the whole point -the only point- is to find the things that matter, and hold onto them, and refuse to let them go.”Lena Ella Haloway
“Hearts are fragile things.”
“Sometimes I feel as though there are two me’s, one coasting directly on top of the other: the superficial me, who nods when she’s supposed to nod and says what she’s supposed to say, and some other, deeper part, the part that worries and dreams.”
“A world without fear. Impossible.”
“Most things, even the greatest movements on earth, have their beginnings in something small.”
“Live free or die.”
“Hate isn’t the most dangerous thing, he’d said. Indifference is.”
“They say the cure is about happiness, but I understand now that it isn’t, and it never was. It’s about fear: fear of pain, fear of hurt, fear, fear, fear—a blind animal existence, bumping between walls, shuffling between ever-narrowing hallways, terrified and dull and stupid.”
“Life isn’t life if you just float through it.”
“The past is nothing but a weight. It will build inside you like a stone.”
“You may think the past has something to tell you. You may think that you should listen, should strain to make out its whispers, should bend over backward, stoop down low to hear its voice breathed up from the ground, from the dead places. You may think there's something in it for you, something to understand or make sense of. But I know the truth: I know from the nights of Coldness. I know the past will drag you backward and down, have you snatching at whispers of wind and the gibberish of trees rubbing together, trying to decipher some code, trying to piece together what was broken. It's hopeless. The past is nothing but a weight. It will build inside of you like a stone. Take it from me: If you hear the past speaking to you, feel it tugging at your back and running its fingers up your spine, the best thing to do -- the only thing -- is run.”
“As soon as I look up, his eyes click unto my face. The breath whooshes out of my body and everything freezes for a second, as though I'm looking at him through my camera lens, zoomed in all the way, the world pausing for that tiny span of time between the opening and the closing of the shutter.”Lena
“It's amazing how words can do that, just shred your insides apart. Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me - such bullshit.”Lena
“Somehow the pain only makes it better, more intense, more worth it.”Lena
“I guess that's just part of loving people: You have to give things up. Sometimes you even have to give them up.”Lena
“I was never cured.”Alex Sheathed
Chapters 1 - 29
Followed by Pandemonium.
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