A turbulent, tragic story of domestic abuse from the bestselling author of The Pilot's Wife. Everyone believes that Maureen and Harrold English, two successful New York City journalists, have a happy, stable marriage. It's the early '70s and no one discusses or even suspects domestic abuse.... read more
“Once you tell your first lie, the first time you lie for him, you are in it with him, and then you are lost.”Caroline
“He had to get her back. He had to make her like him again, or his entire world would fall apart.”Harold
“It had been silly to mop floors. wash tables, as if I could scrub away the past.”Caroline
Once you tell your first lie, the first time you lie for him, you are in it with him, and then you are lost.Highlighted by 7 Kindle customers
It is a fallacy that anger makes you stronger. It is like a tide running out, leaving you depleted.Highlighted by 6 Kindle customers
But when the violence is invisible, no one knows. It is the violence that is more intimate than sex, that no one ever talks about. It is the darkest secret, the thing that binds you together.Highlighted by 6 Kindle customers
Things happened to a person; one must learn to accept those things. One must not rebel too much against the natural order; the price one had to pay would be too high—a life of guilt or loneliness.Highlighted by 6 Kindle customers
If you cannot talk about the thing that is at the center of your life—cannot let bits slip out for fear of revealing the entire story—you develop what might pass for a natural reticence, a habit of listening rather than of telling stories yourself.Highlighted by 4 Kindle customers
wife that he loved her—and had been perplexed and dismayed when certainty had become uncertain, then had turned to disappointment.Highlighted by 3 Kindle customers
I thought then about how my father had once told me that the story was there before you ever heard about it and that the reporter's job was simply to find its shape, but when I put down myHighlighted by 3 Kindle customers
He followed her; he had nowhere else to go. I knew what he was thinking. He had to get her back. He had to make her like him again, or his entire world would fall apart.Highlighted by 3 Kindle customers
I mean, look at it this way. By the time she left us, we got one murder, we got one alleged rape and assault, we got one suicide, and three kids don't have mothers anymore.Highlighted by 3 Kindle customers
complicitous, was she?' Caroline asked in a small voice after a time. 'No,' I answered as truthfully as I could. 'But I didn't know that then. Your mother often describesHighlighted by 3 Kindle customers
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