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Caitlin's life couldn't become more filled when her perfect older sister ran away. She became a cheerleader and caught up in the act of being the perfect teenage daughter. Until she meets Rogerson Biscoe, with his beautiful green eyes and his dark wavy hair. Caitlin couldn't resist his charm.... read more

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Caitlin's perfect sister ran away and left a hole in the family to be filled by Caitlin with cheerleading and being the other perfect teenage girl, which is hard because she's always been runner-up. Eventually she can't stand the pressure and rebels by doing something with her own decision,... read more (warning: may contain spoilers)

Caitlin's perfect sister ran away and left a hole in the family to be filled by Caitlin with cheerleading and being the other perfect teenage girl, which is hard because she's always been runner-up. Eventually she can't stand the pressure and rebels by doing something with her own decision, which happens to be going out with a hot, unique boy that's physically abusive, smoking, doing drugs, quitting cheerleading, and rebelling. She struggles to wake up from the dreamland placed underwater that her life and family situation forced her in.

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  • “"I can feel myself coming up and not drowning just to take a breath on my own."”
    Caitlin
  • “I had learned there was no room for chaos theory or chance in the carefully choreographed world of jock love.”
    Caitlin
  • “"I have to go," I said, buttoning my shirt so fast I forgot to put back on my bra, which I had stuck in the pocket of my cheerleader jacket. One tumble off the pyramid and look how far I'd fallen.”
    Caitlin
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  • It’s so easy to get caught up in what people expect of you. Sometimes, you can just lose yourself.”
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  • But for that one instant, I concentrated on reaching the surface, feeling the water break across my face as I burst through it into the air to finally breathe on my own.
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  • The world is speaking to you every day, she’d said to me so many times. You just don’t always know how to listen.
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  • I cried because my life had been going full speed for so long and now it had just stopped, like running right into a big brick wall, knocking the wind and the fight right out of me. And I didn’t know if I ever even wanted to get up and start breathing again.
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  • She was just some strange girl who’d tumbled off a pyramid, falling into a dream, and now waited, in a beautiful dress, like some princess in a forgotten fairy tale, for someone to come save her.
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  • I was worn out, broken: He had taken almost everything. But he had been all I’d had, all this time. And when the police led him away, I pulled out of the hands of all these loved ones, sobbing, screaming, everything hurting, to try and make him stay.
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  • Wake up, Caitlin, Mr. Lensing had said. But what he didn’t understand was that this dreamland was preferable, walking through this life half-sleeping, everything at arm’s length or farther away.
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  • I could tell her, I told myself. I could tell her right now and fix this. I could say that he hits me and I hate cheerleading and I miss Cass but I know why she left and I wish I could make everything better but I can‘t, I can’t, I can’t even tell you where it hurts, not now.
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  • I looked at her hard, right in her eyes, and dared her in that one second to see something else in me. Not the bruises, which I could hide well, or the shame, which I hid better. But something else at the very heart of me that she should have seen from miles and miles away.
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  • The other option—that somehow, losing me would be less of a loss, never as hard as the one already suffered—was something I pushed out of my head each time it rose up, nagging.
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First Sentence edit see section history

When I was four and Cass was six, she whacked me across the face with a plastic shovel at our neighborhood park.

Table of Contents edit see section history

Cass
Chapter One
Chapter two
Chapter three
Chapter four
Chapter five
Chapter six
Rogerson
Chapter seven
Chapter eight
Chapter nine
Chapter ten
Chapter eleven
Chapter twelve
Me
Chapter thirteen
Chapter fourteen
Chapter fifteen

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  1. Sarah Dessen (Author)

First Edition edit see section history

Original Language: English
Publisher: Speak
Country: USA
Publication Date: May 11, 2004
ISBN: 0142401757
Page Count: 256

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