An extraordinary fiction debut, Think of a Number is an exquisitely plotted novel of suspense that grows relentlessly darker and more frightening as its pace accelerates, forcing its deeply troubled characters to moments of startling self-revelation.
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“Page 121. Bad things happen to good people. But these good people do not then spend the rest of their lives gnashing their teeth and replaying over and over their resentful mental video tape of the burglary. The personal collisions that upset us the most, the ones we seem powerless to let go of, are those in which we played a role that we are unwilling to acknowledge. Tha'ts why the pain lasts -- because we refuse to at its source.”
“How frequently she'd once looked at him that way in the early years of there marriage, how wonderful it had been to receive so often in so many ways the loving approval of such a fiercely intelligent woman, how priceless was the bond between them. And there it was again, or at least a delightful hint of it, alive in her eyes. 346”
“The purpose of life is to is to get as close as we can to other people.An isolated life is a wasted life.”Gurney's therapist
“The worst pain in our lives comes from the mistakes we refuse to acknowledge—the things we’ve done that are so out of harmony with who we are that we can’t bear to look at them.Highlighted by 143 Kindle customers
The personal collisions that upset us the most, the ones we seem powerless to let go of, are those in which we played a role that we are unwilling to acknowledge. That’s why the pain lasts—because we refuse to look at its source. We cannot detach it, because we refuse to look at the point of attachment.”Highlighted by 141 Kindle customers
“The purpose of life is to get as close as we can to other people.”Highlighted by 105 Kindle customers
“We each seem to be wired to believe my situation causes my problems but your personality causes yours. This creates trouble. My desire to have everything my way seems to make sense, while your desire to have everything your way seems infantile. A better day would be a day during which I felt better and you behaved better. The way I see things is the way they are. The way you see things is warped by your agenda.”Highlighted by 93 Kindle customers
It was a curious thing about the past—how it lay in wait for you, quietly, invisibly, almost as though it weren’t there. You might be tempted to think it was gone, no longer existed. Then, like a pheasant flushed from cover, it would roar up in an explosion of sound, color, motion—shockingly alive.Highlighted by 85 Kindle customers
How many bright angels can dance on a pin? How many hopes drown in a bottle of gin? Did the thought ever come that your glass was a gun and one day you’d wonder, God, what have I done?Highlighted by 76 Kindle customers
“I do what I’ve done not for money or fun but for debts to be paid, amends to be made. For blood that’s as red as a painted rose. So every man knows he reaps what he sows.”Highlighted by 63 Kindle customers
What you took you will give when you get what you gave. I know what you think, when you blink, where you’ve been, where you’ll be. You and I have a date, Mr. 658.Highlighted by 52 Kindle customers
The mind is a mass of contradictions and conflicts. We lie to make others trust us. We hide our true selves in the pursuit of intimacy. We chase happiness in ways that drive happiness away. When we’re wrong we fight the hardest to prove we’re right.”Highlighted by 49 Kindle customers
matter-of-fact tone, the corollary: “An isolated life is a wasted life.”Highlighted by 16 Kindle customers
Part One - Fatal Memories
Chapter 1 - Cop Art
Chapter 2 - A Perfect Victim
Chapter 3 - Trouble in Paradise
Chapter 4 - I Know You So Well I Know What You’re Thinking
Chapter 5 - Unpleasant Possibilities
Chapter 6 - For Blood That’s as Red as a Painted Rose
Chapter 7 - The Black Hole
Chapter 8 - A Rock and a Hard Place
Chapter 9 - No Such Person
Chapter 10 - The Perfect Place
Chapter 11 - A Unique Ministry
Chapter 12 - The Importance of Honesty
Chapter 13 - Nothing to be Guilty About
Chapter 14 - Commitment
Chapter 15 - Dichotomies
Chapter 16 - The End of the Beginning
Part Two - Macabre Games
Chapter 17 - Quite a Lot of Blood
Chapter 18 - Footprints to Nowhere
Chapter 19 - Scum of the Earth
Chapter 20 - A Family Friend
Chapter 21 - Priorities
Chapter 22 - Getting it Straight
Chapter 23 - Without a Trace
Chapter 24 - Crime of the Year
Chapter 25 - Questioning Gurney
Chapter 26 - A Blank Check
Chapter 27 - Getting to Know the DA
Chapter 28 - Back to the Scene of the Crime
Chapter 29 - Backwards Chapter 30 - Emerald Cottage
Chapter 31 - A Routine Call From the Bronx
Part Three - Back to the Beginning
Chapter 32 - The Cleansing to Come
Chapter 33 - A Hell of a Night
Chapter 34 - A Dark Day
Chapter 35 - Stumbling Into the Light
Chapter 36 - One Thing Leads to Another
Chapter 37 - Bad Things Come in Threes
Chapter 38 - A Difficult Man
Chapter 39 - You and I Have a Date, Mr. 658
Chapter 40 - A Shot in the Dark
Chapter 41 - Back to the Real World
Chapter 42 - Upside Down
Chapter 43 - Madeleine
Chapter 44 - Final Arguments
Chapter 45 - To Rest in Peace, Act Now
Chapter 46 - A Simple Plan
Chapter 47 - Welcome to Wycherly
Chapter 48 - A House with a History
Chapter 49 - Kill them All
Chapter 50 - Re-Search
Chapter 51 - Show-and-Tell
Chapter 52 - Death Before Dawn
Chapter 53 - Ending, Beginning
Acknowledgments
About the Author
Copyright
Followed by Shut Your Eyes Tight.
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